how?

Many a times, i always wanted to move out of my parents' house to live on my own. How wonderful it is that you can do anything in your very own pad... no one to nag at you for not putting your shoes back onto the shoerack, no one can blame you for not replacing a new toilet roll in the bathroom, you can have a house party and you do not have to worry bout waking your family members up, ok ok maybe you do have to worry bout your neighbours.

but the thoughts die fast as i start to ponder 'can i afford rental?', 'what if i miss living with my family?', 'i'll have to do my own housework!' i think my NS time was good.... you're away from your family... for 5 days...then for the weekend, you're back... they see you less often, they nicer to you and dont give you shit...